Faith

Life without a Bucket List

In the last few years, I have felt very materialistic. My thoughts are always on what I need to buy or how much money I need to make. I read this devotional today from Crosswalk.com’s Proverbs 31 Ministries, written by the now deceased Kara Tippets. Before her passing in March of 2015, she had written this devotional about the important things in life and being content (she was already diagnosed with a terminal brain tumor). It hit on points I have been struggling with lately and I wanted to share it with you, today.

Kara Tippetts April 26, 2016

Life without a Bucket List
KARA TIPPETTS

“I am the vine; you are the branches. If you remain in me and I in you, you will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing.” John 15:5 (NIV)

{Editor’s Note: On March 22nd, 2015, Kara Tippetts went home to be with Jesus after a long and difficult battle with cancer. While she was here, she touched so many lives, and helped people understand how you can find God, even in the midst of suffering, even in the midst of the mundane. Kara’s response to her terminal brain cancer was filled with grace, hope and peace. This devotional comes from her final book, And It Was Beautiful. We hope these words will speak to you in a special way today.}

I can confidently say I don’t live with a long list of things I want to do, see or complete before I’m done in this place. I carried a dream for years of having a farm. I was in love with all things Wendell Berry. I could picture it, the life of routine created by the land and its rhythms.

But beyond that, I’ve never longed for having a list and checking things off. I’m happy with my old cars, my simple wardrobe, my lack of fancy things and vacations. Don’t get me wrong, I do love a good concert, but I also love an organic dance party in my kitchen. I love great food, but I also love a hot dog over the fire pit in my backyard. I love a hike in the mountains, but I also love a walk around the block with my people.

Last week, when I heard I may have another long road to travel on this journey, I turned to Jason and cried. I told him how day after day this place is losing its grip on me. Driving down the street, this place sometimes feels so vulgar, so wanting my money without care for my heart.

Billboards blare at me what to buy, what to think, how to vote. But the tie that binds me here is relationships. Sickness makes those bonds more real, more important. It’s people who grip my heart.

Suffering has a way of exposing our theology, certainly our practical theology, where what we believe about God collides with where we live. My heart always hurts a little when someone hears my story and begins to question God’s goodness.

I have found that suffering makes my faith more childlike, more simple. Our ideas of God are not necessarily made bigger or more grandiose through suffering, but they are simplified as we wade through the unknown of what comes next.

Last week, in that unknown, I was smooching on [my son] Lake and the thought hit me that I won’t be around to help him navigate his first heartbreak. I was in a public place and I nearly lost my footing because of the fear that gripped me in that moment. I looked up and saw my growing girls and was almost suffocated by the thought of who will help them during the awkward years of puberty. Shouldn’t it be me? That’s the way it’s supposed to be, right? Can’t I stay and be here for them when they need me?

The truth is none of us know the length of our lives. So we pray for daily bread and say thank you when it comes. For today I have a little boy who will cross the room to give me a hug. I have a baby girl who gives me 10 kisses when I ask for five. I have a preteen who still holds my hand in public, in front of her friends even. I have a second born who loves to tell me every tiny detail of her day. I have a guy who makes coffee just like I like it.

A bucket list? No, I don’t need one. I’m so rich. It’s relationships that matter. And for me, paying attention to the precious gift of today is the only thing on my list.

Dear Lord, thank You for the blessings that I have, the friends, family, relationships, even the material possessions I own. But Lord, please let my heart not rest in these. Let my heart not grow hard, or grow weary when You decide that something should be taken from me. May You forever be my ultimate rock and resting place. In Jesus’ Name, Amen.

TRUTH FOR TODAY:
Philippians 4:11-13, “I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do all this through him who gives me strength.” (NIV)

Matthew 6:33, “But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.” (NIV)

RELATED RESOURCES:
And It Was Beautiful was Kara Tippetts’ final book. It is full of short stories reminding you that whether you are in the midst of dark days or mundane moments Jesus is always there, life is surprisingly beautiful, and God is forever good.

Kara wrote two other books. In The Hardest Peace, you will journey with Kara through a beautiful story of God’s grace in her life — in the good, the bad and the everyday. In Just Show Up: The Dance of Walking through Suffering Together, written with her friend, Jill Buteyn, about what friendship looks like in the midst of changing life seasons, loads of laundry, and even cancer.

Enter to WIN a copy of And It Was Beautiful by Kara Tippetts. In celebration of this book, Kara’s publisher is giving away 5 copies! Enter to win by leaving a comment here. {We’ll randomly select 5 winners and email notifications to each one, by Monday, May 2.}

REFLECT AND RESPOND:
What one hope, dream, blessing, are you holding onto so tightly that you won’t entrust it fully to God? Give it up to Him today.

© 2016 by Kara Tippetts. All rights reserved.

What are your thoughts on this topic? Share them in the comments. I’d like to hear them!

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3 thoughts on “Life without a Bucket List

  1. As much as I disagree with the theologies, as right as you are here! I am very materialistic in a way, but I try to translate money to luck. With every expense I have I ask myself: If I buy this and spend 500 euros, will it make me more happy?

    I never had a bucket list either. Of course there are many things I want to do, but I cherish the love I receive over anything that I have.

    It’s good to see you are consciously walking the path of life and consider the value of your decisions (or rather the value of the impact of your decisions) in life too.

    I wish you all the best and all the strength you need to endure happy and sad times!

    Warm regards,
    Tieme

    P.S. Thank you for the follow!

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    1. Thank you very much for your comment and encouragement! The first step to addiction is admitting you have a problem, right? 😉 lol. But, I agree that love from people we care about is far more rewarding than material things. Though I may focus on the next thing I want to buy a little bit too much, I would trade it all for the companionship from the people I love.

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